Out of Focus...

I don't know if you've noticed, but I've felt "Outta Whack" for a while.  Thankfully, I think things are coming around...but I was worried for a while that I wouldn't snap out of it...

I lost my blogging happy too...

I wanted to, and still thought about doing it all the time...but just couldn't bring the determination to the surface.  It just faded into nothingness...obviously...!!

Well, I miss it.  I miss talking about my day.  Recording my feelings...but mostly...I miss REMEMBERING!!!  I love looking back on my posts, and laughing, and crying, but mostly feeling!!

And there it is...I wasn't feeling...I was floating. So to speak...

Do you ever feel like that...that instead of swimming in life, you are just seeing where the current takes you??  Sometimes, I am sure it is a good thing...for a while it was...but then I realized that I had to swim...

I know...analogies..

I have a problem with it...

but you'll get over it...

Because this is my blog, and that's how I am!!!

Well, I am so glad that my life seems to be coming back into focus.  Things are clear.  I can see each leaf on the tree again, and not just the general object....and that feels good!! 

THE MORAL OF THE STORY:  Life will continue whether you know how you want it to go or not...you have to make the choice to sink or swim, cause floating gets you nowhere...

I choose to swim...

I need the workout anyways ;)