I lost my blogging happy too...
I wanted to, and still thought about doing it all the time...but just couldn't bring the determination to the surface. It just faded into nothingness...obviously...!!
Well, I miss it. I miss talking about my day. Recording my feelings...but mostly...I miss REMEMBERING!!! I love looking back on my posts, and laughing, and crying, but mostly feeling!!
And there it is...I wasn't feeling...I was floating. So to speak...
Do you ever feel like that...that instead of swimming in life, you are just seeing where the current takes you?? Sometimes, I am sure it is a good thing...for a while it was...but then I realized that I had to swim...
I know...analogies..
I have a problem with it...
but you'll get over it...
Because this is my blog, and that's how I am!!!
Well, I am so glad that my life seems to be coming back into focus. Things are clear. I can see each leaf on the tree again, and not just the general object....and that feels good!!
THE MORAL OF THE STORY: Life will continue whether you know how you want it to go or not...you have to make the choice to sink or swim, cause floating gets you nowhere...
I choose to swim...
I need the workout anyways ;)
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I know how you feel 110%! I finally just decided the only way to snap out of it was to do the things that I know will make me happy...and hope that they still do...and it worked! Hang in there - you have had your (un)fair share of hard trials recently, it's okay to be out of whack! Swim, baby swim!
I think a lot of people get that feeling now and again. Especially after life hits us so hard for a while our only way of surviving is to ride the current. We grow accustomed to it then wake up one day and realize we have more control again. Good analogy that we can all relate to.
I just recently got the blog bug back as well. I'm setting up a new blog and only have a couple posts so far. Feel free to check it out though and share it with anyone else you'd like.
teiners5.blogspot.com. (Tidbits From Trina)
Welcome back my friend! Glad to hear that I'm not the only one who "floats" every now and then! Sometimes I just don't have the energy to deal with everything...so I just go with the flow and see where it takes me. Somehow it took me to Peru???!!!:) Well I'm happy to hear that you are doing better now and back in control of life. Hope your craziness slows down and that you can catch a break! I will say though that you are one tough cookie and that you truly do handle everything that life throws at you SO well! I don't know how you do so much! You amaze me!
You said it so well! I call that "survival mode"--and I've definitely been there. I'm so glad that life's "coming into focus" again for you. Hopefully you can do a little more enjoying and a lot less floating. :) Love you!
Just keep swimming swimming swimming... Yes, I'm a natural blue.
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